Tuesday, June 28, 2011

Update

I was rudely awakened this morning with the sense that I was late for work... after a phone call I soon realized I didn't have to be there until four. So now I'm awake at an unusually early time for myself. I feel I should update you on the events of my life since I last blogged. So here goes. (In most recent order because I'm and idiot and posted the pictures backwards. Ha.)
If we're friends on facebook, you've probably seen our Beatle obsession... this is just a taste. Jessie, Maddie, Aubree and I have started watching all of the old Beatle's films and have taken a liking to each of the Beatles as our own... mine being Ringo Starr. Facebook name changes, pictures, tattooing The Beatles and their lyrics all over our bodies, music, posters, movies, accents, tee-shirts... everything. If we're friends, you'll just have to learn to deal with it.

After a grusome last few weeks in high school and a few less than lame activities I finally GRADUATED. East Shore had to have been my most memorable part of high school... and not in a good way.

After our senior all-nighter, I went up the canyon with Taylor and Jessie to camp for the night. We arrived at the campground and were completely set up to sleep by five AM. Not ideal, but we managed to get in a couple hours of shut eye.

And there's the start of summer. Me Jessie and Maddie at Scera pool catching some rays. There's something different about this summer though... and nobody can quite put their thumb on it. It feels almost empty in a way, maybe because I know in the fall I'm not going back to high school. Everyone feels the need to be productive with this last summer, but I feel anything but.

Saturday, June 25, 2011

Lost and Found

Currently staring at a pile of clean sheets while sitting atop my unmade bed, listening to Crimewave by Crystal Castles... this is my life lately. Summer has brought me a bunch of displaced motivation.

Monday starts my new job with vivint. Hopefully working a real 12-9 job will get me into some sort of routine. Needless to say a couple grand to start off my college career.

This last week I visited St. George for orientation, finalized my apartment and move in date, and signed up for classes. Want to hear how fantastic these classes of mine are? None of my classes start before 12pm... leaving time for sleep, job, whatever. Monday and Wednesdays I have anatomy, sophmore English, then the anatomy lab. Tuesdays I go to SCUBA class and a lab at the pool. (This is what I anticipate the most...) Thursdays I have psycology, and Friday just anatomy with no lab. I'm quite excited to start learning about things that actually hold an interest in my life.

I realize it's been a while since my last post, but I feel the urge to keep writing. Writing for myself mostly. Things have changed a lot. Even reading posts from months ago I think how much growth I have experienced since. Writing is a way of stepping back and looking at yourself, to make life changes or improve. So I leave on a question that has been lurking somewhere in the cerebral cortex for some time now; who do I want to be and where am I going?

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

DHSBS vs. PhD

Lazy days. Losing track of the time. The only number keeping me alive is those 85 until graduation. Thank the lord.

High school should just teach all of the required information for life... not all the extra crap. Honestly, I don't think I've learned any of my knowledge this year from school. I've just gotten really good at BS-ing things and getting good grades for them. Not only will I be graduating with my high school diploma, but a degree in High School Bull-Shitting.

Amidst writing an English essay, downloading some chill music.

30 days without facebook on Saturday? Here's the conclusions I have come to without facebook...

1) It is almost impossible to network: meaning that I'm constantly meeting new people, with no way of contacting them, ever.

2) You spend a lot more of your time on the computer being productive: unimaginable, I know. I've applied for numerous scholarships and composed emails. Also browsed the web researching for "fun."

3) You could care less about what others are up to: it's slightly less depressing to not have all those statuses about how much fun people had at concerts you wish you went to.

4) Post-addiction you often catch yourself typing "facebo..." into your web-browser, before pressing backspace.

5) People aren't obsessed with your life! Post something on facebook and you're bound to hear about it the next day.

More to come, but for now... that essay is calling my name.

Sunday, March 6, 2011

Last night a DJ saved my life

I forgot how much I love disco skating! I went with Maddie M. and Jessie last night. We all attempted at dressing up. My outfit was pretty badass. We decided I looked like a polygamist figure skater.

Don't even bother calling me on Saturday nights anymore, I'm gonna be disco skating.

On Friday night I got a peacock feather extension put into my hair. I'm not all the way used to it because it's tugging on my scalp a little bit, but it's pretty rad.

Got a crap load of homework to do tonight because I put it off all week and weekend. Kill me. See ya later.

My favorite disco song...

Friday, March 4, 2011

TGIF

I hate the radio anymore. Maybe because I listen to NOTHING. I like my dubstep, my Weezy, and my Beatles. That is all.

I'm sitting here half naked at the computer as I slurp (such an ugly word) on my Sonic happy hour vanilla coke. My vice.

Looking into a new car. COLLEGE car. My dream would be a white Mazda2 or Mazda 3 hatchback... but I doubt that'll be happenin.

Thursday, March 3, 2011

Ughhhhhh

I want to graduate... TODAY.
I want to hike the red rocks.
I want my CNA.
I want to start working in the clinic.
I want cash flow.
I want to meet new people.
I want to go to Vegas for the weekend cause I felt like it.
I want gossipy high school girls to fall off the edge of the planet.
I want track to be over.
I want my new laptop.
I want to go cliff jumping.
I want to yell off the side of a mountain.
I want to sleep all day and never wake up.
I NEED to do my homework.
I NEED to go to class.
I NEED to do two more packets.

Empty brain-flow for the day.